Now you're gone .

"I believe nothing is impossible , its just a matter of how much effort you put in to turn something from impossible to possible ."

Got really bad results this year , got so many F9 again ): Arghhhh ! JIAHUI , WAKE UP . I'm gonna study hard next year ! Gonna spent this holiday to train my volleyball :D Its the last day of school , but i didnt go ): Cause i'm tooooo lazy to wake up in the morning . But , Miss chen call me go school in the afternoons to see her , i went with a fucked up mood ,went home and amk again to meet zuraidy & co. Went Yishun w/ them as Zafir want meet his girlfr there . Went home really early today , cause really nothing to do outside . .__.

Because of you , i'm afraid .

Okay , today is totally crap . Failed science & math . Like WTF only . -.- No mood .

To spammer lol ; Lame only -.- how old already grow up can .

Vivo today , was fun ttm . my classmates are jokers .Hmms , after vivo , meet baby at school outside , walk to hub while hy and kl keep on deesiao me ! ): Meet ady & co. they're damn retarded one . -.- Baby sent me go bus stop then he went off .


Life isn't great without you ! D:

"Ever since the day you left , i had to accept the truth even though it wasn't easy . Ever since i ran into him , he wipe away my tears and told me not to cry for you anymore , he's waiting to take care of me and he'll always be by my side"

Today was FUN . Meet baby then go slack slack , then sent baby to bus stop , meet yk's mother with yk (: then go eat and homed , so early , i'm sucha good girl (: Tomorrow's going to KTV w/ yk :D 

 

 

 

101010's  (L)

I know i've becoming a bitch recently , make boys fall for me and got no intention of catching them when they fall . But i'm not sure if i can last long w/ the current one ): today ; orchard - China town - serangoon centrals - home :D out the whole day ): tired die me ):

有多少爱可以来？

I wish time could pass by faster , so i could forget you faster (: There's a time when i believe there's something call forever in this world , but being thru so much , i realise , its BULLSHIT . Dont believe when a boy tell you he'll love you forever cause , its just a lie . He would mean it now , but not in the future , people changes when time passes by , and time can heal wounds and changes the character of a person . somehow , i still miss him like i always do , but i know , sooner or later , he'll just be a a person that i once love the deepest in my past .i still miss the way he smiles to me , like a fool , yet so loveable . I'm trying my very best to contact him , yet i lost his number & dk where he had being to this few weeks . ): although me and him were ex , but he never fail to make me smile when i'm feeling down . I know , to make you mine again is impossible . I really wish i could find someone like you again , so caring , so cheerful towards life . You are my greatest regret !

"Everyone has a different fight, a different wound that keeps them bleeding."

Somehow , lots of things changed this days , friends started to hate me , ka my jiaowei . But that their problem , call me a bitch all you all wants . Nothing's gonna affect me , criticize me all you all want , cause no one is perfect in this entire world . So what if i have many flaws ? I dont give any damn to you girls . Found another , reliable friend this days . She's sixteen , with braces and a cute big smile , she didnt fail to make me smile & i'm proud to announce her name out loud , she's Simin (: , she's different from any typical girls to me , She dont seem to be a liar neither a backstabber . Meet Weijie Zhuzhu today ! :D But awhile only , he seems cheerful today , Kinda funny too <: Exam starts tomorrow )': I'm sure that i cant have any good results , i'm still worry for my Geo , studied but nothing gets into my mind . There's a really big question in my mind right nao ; Did i really fall in love again ? Why do i started to miss him , to worried about him , getting sad when he didn't reply me , but at the same time , i miss another guy , Gahhh , i hate this , seriously ! D: & Yea , my smiley is back ! :O

Bang Bang You Die !

Having fun this few days ! :D But mood is being somehow ruined by a bastard ! @#$%^&*@#$%^&*(#$%^&!!! >:( 
 

You'll never know what you've until its goneee .
After 1 week and 2 days of struggling , i finally moved on (:  i wont cry again b'cause its over , i'll smile b'cause it happened <: 

Dear Weijie , 

                     I hope you'll be reading this alright ? (: when i first saw you , you didnt smile nor say hi , you looked really unfriendly and fierce when i first met you , after those text you've sent , i realise that many problems have been bothering you nowadays , you might have angkongs and long dyed hair , but you still are a good guy . :D Your past may be a beautiful & happy one , but you really have to move on , you still have chance to change and turn back to a cheerful boy , why do you have to live in the past and make your life miserable ? Your life doesnt meant to be a lousy or bad one , its just that you dont bothered to try to make it a good one . When one door closes another door opens , but we often regrets over the close door , that we dont see the door which opens for us . Dear friend , remenber this ; Even if the whole world gives up on you , i'll still be by your side , what are friends for ? They were meant to cheer you up when you're down , smile with you when you're happy . My dear friend , please move on from your past , living in the past doen't help you in anyways . (: BU YAO FANG QI KE YI MA ?

Lantern festivel :D

Celebrate lantern festival w/ ben , marcus , yakun was FUNFUNFUN to the max ! :D 

Days by days passes by , nothing changes , my life are still same as before . i hope someone will brighten up my days w/ rainbow colours !  :D

“一定是我不够好”

Hello people ! Jiahui's backzxc ! O: Really tired this few days , sad zhezhong . ): Sigh , whats over is over no point crying spilt milk , i always told myself this but i just cant tahan the pain .Its nearly one weeks pass but somehow , i still love you . :/ Hmms , if only i got a second chance , i swear that i'm going to treasure you . I still remenber how sweet we used to be . In that relationship , i amit that its my fault , i've caused all the nonsense , But for the next relationship i'm going to have , i'm not going to be so stupid , repeating my mistake over and over again . I know you dont love me already but i dont know why i'm writing all this bullshit :X 


060810:
Even though we break up already , but we still can be friends . You once promised me that even if we break up you still will be my best friend . Now i realise , its all BULLSHIT ! Lastly , 对不起 .

My past is awesomeee in some ways .

Found this picture in Pauline's old facebook .I know it has being very long time ago , but i really do cherish our friendship , even though  , we ka each others jiaowei alotalotalot of times before , but in the end , we still forgive each other and ending up hand in hand . (: We're once best friends now , strangers ? Sugarbaby saw this post contact me !
Friday went out w/ baby , REALLY had a great time w/ him , laughed alot on bus . Cause of Zijian the magician . LOL .

You've changed me , into a better person .

Today's kinda happy at first when i receive a surprise from baby ! (: Damn happy laaa , he so sweeeeeeet ! i love him alot manzxc ! My blog is like so dead , nobody tag one , some ppl view&run , Tsk ! D: In the afternoon got science class & its so slack man . Then went sleepy during the science class , after school went to meet friend then went home (:

Baby's so cute ahhh ! <3 i love him to the max manzxc ! People ! i need more tags uhs ! D: Dont view & run leis !

"我可以喜欢很多人,可是我只能爱一个人." 

Gonna flunk my science ~ D: Today's kind of bored . After school waste my time on seeing them settle taiji . Then went amk hub w/ Bra-don & co . Saw David & i'm like so shock , so long never slack w/ him . He tie up his hair like one zhabor only :X He never wear his $150 Jeans & that's like so sad , cause cant dirty his jeans D: Meet Babyyy after that . Walk awhile in hub then he pei me go home . Pei him wait for bus then i went home , saw babyyy's friend near my house there . & i just realise i saw three ex today . So bad luck . D:

If you're a tear in my eye , I wouldn't cry for the fear of losing you. 

Suddenly found this photo , its taken weeks ago by hengyi . I look nerd aye , can't stop laughing at it . Baby wants to put Geisha at his leg -.- Stopped him from that , yesterday cant sleep well D: so watched tv instead , text baby at 3 plus but he neh reply D: I felt something went wrong this morning , Mayb its i think too much . suddenly have the feeling of someone is gonna leave me really soon . "Ahhhhhh ! cb laaa ."

Jenson Ang's the best ! (L)

Currently rotting at home while baby pei me text (: imissbaby , alot ! D: I wanna die alrd laaa ! :< never see him for days only , but its like eternity to me . Well , yesterday was baddd ! mom see my msq then kpkb me . But awhile later okay alrd , short post since i've done nothing much this few days .

ZeroSixZeroEightOneZero's !

i'm posting this pink panther again , cause it was given by the boy i love (: i'm sure he's gonna be a good guy ! (L) currently baby's eating dinner ! so late then eat one ! D:  EVERYTIME MAKE ME WORRIED ONLY ! (W) Today while slacking w/ jun long , he went emo suddenly :C Something funny happened too ;
Me ; Eh , you see , Edwin there !
JunLong ; Where ? Where ?
Me ; There ! You cannot see uhs ?!
Junlong ; the white shirt one uhs ?
Me ; No laaa , That guy , you saw ? 
Junlong ; On bus one uhs ?
Me ; *giggles* No , that one laaa , you see .
Junlong; Wtf laaa ! You tricked me ! 
Me ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! :D

"我想知道她让你疯狂为什么 ."

Pet , Hengyi & Ada was awesomeee ! Pet always talk w/ me , my best listener . Hengyi  ,  was like my twinney , Ada my beloved laogong , we always laught together like how retards do . 

 Class was fun todayyy , so slack . disaio my so called "boyfr" in class ! He so cute can , always wanna run away from me one . dropped my phone in science class , so suay ! Art was funnn ! me and Ada drew my face , like crap only . Junlong and Raxle come my class find me then i pon-ed science class , headed to amk central w/ them . then went to eat peper lunch w/ Choon nik & Nigel . then later meet Jenson w/ Choon nik . slack and went back serangoon , saw JiaWen at BasketBall Court , talk awhile then saw ChingYen , played basketBall w/ him . I lost to him :C Went home after that . 

"你的笑,你的好,我怎么也忘不了."

Yesterday went amk to meet Jenson Chiobu ! den later went minitoons to buy sweet for him , while waiting for Ben , den went GSC w/ ben to play lan , L4d-ed den something funny happen ! Then play finish lan den went to Mac , saw Balloon Korkor w/ his friend , He damn funny can , LOL ! Around seven plus went to meet Jenson at Minitoons to give him his sweet & He brought a pink panther for me (: Damn cute one , it looks like him aye , also got banana one ! :X  

Jenson holding his banana ! :X

Later going to play Vollay ball at Bishan ! 6 To 9  pm , Catch me there ! (: Comment me people ! (L)

Life are naturally complicated .

Started a new blog all over again , suddenly have the feeling to blog again huh .Recently , everything's okay , no more quarrels w/ mom . Everything's turning better , somehow , got into a quarrel w/ my classmates although i was at fault too . suddenly realise that love is not what i need , its just what i want .

Todayyy was so tired ! After school meet Vincent , Junlong , Raxle , Waichong , Jenson .Slacked w/ them then went take bus go YCK stadium for 2.4km run . Finish it in 13.42 mins , LOUSYYY timing aye , D: but at least i tried my best . (: Tomorrow meeting Jenson & others ? Tomorrow comfirm got muscle cramp one uhs (N) ! 

iWantANewCamera! (L)